Hey everyone, This is going to be kind of a Lengthy post.

So if you're wondering who I was, I was Anonicus. It maybe familiar or not, But @wegra would know who I am.

The reason why I deleted my account was actually over an Argument I got into with someone, Mainly due to how it came to me was trying to be the better and moral person for not interacting with sites. This goes into the whole AI argument where we're kinda on the same side of things to say AI is bad, But how this came off to me was them kinda shaming me for using Neocities because they made a post talking about how they do not care if people use AI as long as it's for them to learn how to make a website. For my argument it was to avoid these websites that did use AI since I actually had issues in the past of someone wanting me to link their website that used AI art. So I kinda got so tied up to my head since there's bots all over the web scraping images and text data that will be used for AI and I kinda just wanted to delete my online Presence. I actually, Almost did that down to almost deleting Discord and even my Steam. My mind in Janurary/Feburary has been the lowest it has ever been in my entire life and I will explain more what's been going on with my personal life in a bit. But I have slowly been getting back my barrings and been slowly coming back to the public under a simple pseudonym "Dev" since that's what everyone tends to call me online and people got so confused on how to pronounce my name, I just kinda prefer being called Dev the most. It stems from an old Username I had a decade ago and I think at this point I should embrace it.

Now the other thing, And something that's been very heavy. @Sketchynonsense was my Fiance and we managed to proposed during 2023 to get married during the first time she had Cancer. Though she did go through her first wave, The past year we were supposed to get married but she ended up getting cancer again, This time it spread to her liver. Needless to say, 2024 has been a really rough and stressful year, Although I thought because of how small it was at the time, That this was something that could have been taken care of easily compared to her first round. But that was not the case, It got scarier and scarier throughout the year. But last month, She sadly passed away on the 17th. As you could imagine, this is a really hard thing to go through. I miss her so much on the daily and I really miss being able to love on her. I'll never forget the good times I had, There's barely any regrets I have and I'm so glad I had found this person in my life. She was the sweetest and most kindest person that I had ever met. Even when I'm not around she would talk about how much she loved me so much. She impacted Hundreds of people online with her Kindness, And she had so much support.

I know some people are worried over me because of what happened, But I want to say this, I'm going to do my best to make her so proud of me. Even more so than how proud she was before. I will do my best to find Happiness for Her, She meant everything to me.